30 June 2017...to...30 June 2019

It has been 2 years today since my beautiful Mother, Judy, died.

 For approximately 6 weeks I have been inadvertently saying 'Mom' as I go through the house 'doing my duties', cleaning, picking up, cooking dinner.

 I had stopped that for a while...

 Then, Mom's face continued to 'pop up' ~ reappear in my mind's eye.  I kept seeing her laugh, her smile, and her gorgeous cornflower blue eyes twinkling.

 It did not occur to me when I first began muttering 'Mom' that June was upon us ~ the anniversary of her death was near.

 Is it not strange how the subconscious mind works?  That fact is evocative and intriguing to me...

 It is important (again, to me...) to share and to say that it does not matter if a person in your life dies or leaves you - in no way does that mean the 'love ends' because as many of us know - the love is never ending. 

 I have survived on Mother Earth for over 6 decades.  I still weep for my Mom.  I miss her voice - her wise words - the way she told me the hard, cold truth - but, most of all I miss her smile and the excitement she exhibited after reading a brilliant book...(this occurred weekly!) AND her sharp wit, but most of all ~ her laughter.  When Judy got really tickled, she could not speak and we would both become blithering idiots.  That's the BEST way I can express it and I would give ANYTHING to experience one of those moments again...just one more time. 

 I love you, Judy Cobb ~ to the 'Moon and Back'. 

 The Sad Blanco of The Roaming Stevens...
Tinto always knows how to 'make life better' ~ he is doing that for his parents now as well he SHOULD BE.  




Ohhhhh, how Judy loved Constance...Mom was never the same after my sister, Constance, was killed - truly.  I considered (always) myself to be a very fortunate person to have 
Marion Kathleen 'Judy' Cobb as my Mother.
Thanks, Mom. xxo

PS:  Please excuse any typos.

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